tapestries; you're color. ![]() This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
its been a week its hard, i know (i know you really miss your dad and that its really hard to accept the fact that he's no longer around) i'm trying my best to be strong for you and i know you are too everything happened like snapping fingers lifes darn fragile. he was fine in the morning then he fainted his condition became critical and you saying he may not survive that night. finishing up with my project, i couldn't concentrate anymore, that this couldn't be true as i waited for the next call. (pause) you called. we talked. you brokedown. (saying he was so cold over and over again) we cried. you had to put down the phone. i just felt that i had to comfort you at that point of time, physically. losing a dad is painful. this should not happen, its not his time to go yet. this is really sudden, still thinking its a dream; a nightmare rather. your dad aka your best friend (who knew you the best other than your mom) sighs. uncle why did you have to leave like that? WHY? why must God take you at this time? and so soon? (really soon!?) why did you just leave this world without even saying a goodbye? God couldn't You at least give him a few more days to say goodbye? uncle, i wanted you to acknowledge me as your goddaughter in the years to come but i guess i can't now. my best friend, your daughter wouldn't be the same as before. a broken piece in her heart she's having and no matter what, i know it can't be fixed, only you can, but the clique promise you we'll be pillars; pillars of strength for your daughter, watching out for her always and pulling this together with her. Promise. may you rest in peace. we'll miss you dearly. we'll always keep you in our hearts. Amen. p.s - bestest, we'll pray for strength, guidance to hold everything together; will pull this one together alright? you are really one brave strong girl. i want to see your sweet smiles again. remember your dad will always be with you and in you. i'm not asking you to forget him but i don't want you to drag yourself into sorrow and misery, and i'm sure your dad doesn't want to see you like this forever. i know it takes time but we promise to work this out together yeah? i'm sure God has a plan in everything He does. hope the daily notes help alittle. Love. the ashes and bones we all held as your soul rises up to heaven. you will be in our hearts forever. your smile that your daughter has from you, just makes everything seem okay. pls watch over your family from up there coz it pains us to see them heartbroken when they are all alone. (i just want everything to be okay. i'm selfish am i?) penned by ash.
5:22:00 PM
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