tapestries; you're color. ![]() This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
(taken for granted) If you guys don't like the way I do things just say it rather than discussing amongst yourselves about it, and being all nice infront of me. As if I'm not tired being Ms Nice/Ms Helpful. When you guys are feeling down or when you need my help, it's so simple to just call out my name. When you don't need me, you treat me as an extra to fill up the table. Have you guys really sit down and reflect that I've been there, watching all over you guys like little sisters? Have you? Even though most of the time I don't express them in words, but I always care. Did you guys realise that? During my hardest periods, were you guys there for me? Always saying, "don't worry, we'll always be there for you ok?" BULL SHIT. This semester, I constantly reminded myself not to be like last sem. but yet I feel that there is still this gap between us. Its not that I don't want to things to be how it used to be, but you guys aren't even trying, not even trying to "accept" me. Seriously, I know this semester I did not do anything wrong but yet you guys take it as though I have. If you guys have anything to say infront of me just say it. End it now before it hurts deeper. p/s - a girl who hates to be taken for granted. penned by ash.
11:59:00 PM
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