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tapestries; you're color. 
Ashley.This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Whats On For Today* ever so happy//the smile never left my face
unrecovered//still coughing*sneezing [[*drank lotza water -- still drinkin'*]] mugging//a goodie-to-shoes girl [[*finally finished revising my work for today..yuppyx!*]] --now-- blogging//tryin' ta figure out what else ta write [[*crackin' my tiniwini brain of mine*]] a munch at grapevine cafe//with baby tricia after dinner [[*should i?..want to but i'm sick..erm..*]] starving//craving for chicken wings*fries*sushi*indian food -- kebabs* [[*yumz!*]] end with a smile//sealed with kisses -- sayonara [[*muakz*]] penned by ash.
6:42:00 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
What A Day Today* happy once again//a smile brought ta my facesick//sore throat*sneezing away*exhausted after school [[*was being cared for -- thankz baby tricia for the "green green water" & strepsils*]] shock of my life//its unbelievable [[*eyes wide open--jaw drops*]] but really curious [[*kept giggling about it*//so exciting Haz!*]] almost gone//putting back the pieces of my blog's tagboard*picx*background music [[only managed to put back the pieces of my tagboard & picx [[*theres something wrong with iwebmusic.com -- its gone forever?..*]] bored to death//baby tricia didn't come over for dinner [[*supposed ta be studying/revising my work -- laterz*]] --now-- to go out or not to?//i can't seem ta make up my mind [[*see first yah?!.. -- rather tired remember?!*]] dinner at home//3dishes -- sotong*fish*longbeans + soup + rice [[*uhh-ohh..i totally forgot bout taking my lozenges -- i overshot by 40minutes *yikes*]] end with a smile//ah-diyoz amigos [[*muak*]] penned by ash.
8:50:00 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
10 Things I Hate* I hate... 1. being alone without anyone there for me 2. being left out when all your closest friends don't give a damn 3. when people take advantage of me 4. when nobody knows exactly how i feel 5. when people always say they really care but they care coz they don't have much of a choice 6. when people make use of me and when they don't need you, they leave me astray 7. when people think i can't do anything which i'm actually good at it 8. when even i did not do anything wrong, they blame me & make me think thats its all my fault 9. being so sensitive 10. the way i'm feeling now [[*the pain cuts right through my heart*]] I feel so alone no one to talk to all my feelings bottled up in a place in my heart sitting all by myself as the rain pours down heavily onto the ground a sigh [[*left far behind*]]
penned by ash.
8:33:00 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
faiRytALe* Facing the sea, the wind blows as we are sitting on a hill filled with pretty flowers. Hugging tight and then a kiss made everything feel perfect. feels like a fairytale isn't it? why can't it be real? i ask myself. where is he? finding me or there isn't that special someone for me? [left behind*] penned by ash.
10:49:00 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
Rehersals...Rehersals...* practiced for teachers' day rehersal till voices went sore and fingers went numb..there was this guy who really pissed me off today..we were like waiting for our turn during the rehersal and he came forward to us and asked us what songs we were gonna sing and play on the guitars and after we told him..this was what he said, "For your information my class and i are gonna sing the same song, this i promise you." and he walked away..we turned to each other with a sooo?..look..hellloo..i mean you don't expect us to change the song last minute right??...right right....?! and even we have ta change the song [our music teacher told us to change*] argh..who do they think they are?!...why must we be the ones to have ta change and not them? my gosh...fish & chips..cookies & cream..plus pepper & salt..[f**k them*]...simply pisses me off everytime i think of it..dislike them to the core...ARGH!!...fine fine..shouldn't have said those words..bbbut..i mean who won't get mad?! so now..changing of song..monday rehersal..practice and practice the new song..*sigh* we have like no choice ta fight over a song..yupx..*sighz* [no mood*] __________[a line is drawn*]___________
penned by ash.
11:36:00 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
The Long Day Is Over* feeling tired by the fire the long day is over the wind is gone asleep at dawn the embers burn on with no reprise the sun will rise the long day is over penned by ash.
10:07:00 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Swim Shadys in D house* well...woke up about 10mins earlier coz i had ta reach school by 7.30am to practice for a mini performance for the Swim Shadys =) though mark and gary are in Athens for the Olympics..the Swim Shadys were still awsome..simply rock the house down or should i say the school down..Haz! they played three songs..wishful thinking..cut on my finger and it'll only get better...my gosh..they were like so damn cool man and the music was super great! [5...st..a..rz..* i don't mind giving a million*] tricia..alexis and i bought their cd and autographed..[happyz*] wow! loads of peepz bought their cd..big groups crowding here and there..EVERYWHERE..waiting ta buy the cds and get them autographed but we were lucky..our guiter teacher helped us buy the cds as we had to prepare for the performance......anywayz we got prepared and practiced one last time before the Swim Shadys and the manager tony arrived at the conference room [nervous at that point of time*] everything went smoothly and everyone enjoyed the song we sang and played on the guiter and we even took pictures with them..how cool is that..finally got a chance ta meet them face ta face [extra happyz*] after everything was over..we couldn't wait to hear their cd that we kinda went round class askin' for diskmans..Haz! see how impatient we can get sometimes?! Haz! =P and i think alomost everyone found yao xiang really good lookin'..hehex..i kinda agree with them too..his ten is super nice..but they haven't saw mark and gary yet..maybe they will find them charming too..Haz![*sigh*] kinda miss swimming training..all the laps..starts..25m and 50m sprints i used ta swim..miss all my swimming friends too...man those were the days...=(
[school over*] tricia and alexis came over ta my house to practice for our presentation on thursday and were listening to Swim Shadys too...finally managed ta finish hearing all the songs..they are all very nice..hmm..hard ta choose favourisim but i shall go with 2nd track..cut on my finger..we kept on repeating that song..hehex =) one last thing ta say before i end with the lyrics...[go buy the The Deep End-Swim Shadys cd!*] [cut on my finger*] i just love those gentle eyes of yours
although we're different in many ways and yet not different in our hearts i remember the day when we first met you walked in through the door you said...i've got a cut on my finger and it hurts like hell can you help...me its been a couple of years gone by, its been long took me awhile to write this song to think about it, right up till today your eyes still make me feel this way its so wonderful to be alive its so good to have you by my side not all the road we're on is a smooth ride but while we're on it, let's enjoy ourselves this may be the last verse in this song its far from over if i can help i don't think its perfect, this love we share but we will take it anywhere penned by ash.
10:47:00 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
This I Promise You* When the visions around you Bring tears to your eyes And all that surrounds you Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength I'll be your hope Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call When standing here all alone And I will take you in my arms And hold you right where you belong Until the day my life is through This I promise you I've loved you forever In lifetimes before And I promise you never Will you hurt anyone I give you my word I give you my heart This is a battle we've won And with this vow Forever has now begun Just close you eyes each loving day And know this feeling won't go away Till the day my life is through This I promise you Over and over I thought When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldn't be living at all And I will take you in my arms And hold you right where you belong Until the day my life is through This I promise you Just close your eyes each loving day And know this feeling won't go away Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Every word I say is true This I promise you I promise you.
penned by ash.
7:23:00 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Invisible no more* Alone in this world Invisible wishing he was here next to me holding my hand wiping my tears from my cheeks saying he cares for me loving me each passing day and promise never to leave me invisible* [loving him always*] penned by ash.
2:23:00 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
together forever*
sunrise sunset day to night every minute to every second hours to days months to years we've been always together we always had each other in our hearts no matter what i will always love you for eternity. ilu* penned by ash.
7:46:00 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
friday the thirteen* yuppyz!! my handphone is alive once again..Haz! gosh..i suffered from some depression all of a sudden in school..i have no idea why..haiz* friends were like askin' me whats wrong but i said nothing was wrong..the more they asked and the more they try all means ta cheer me up the more sad i become..man..whats wrong with me!? anywayz..school ended 2hours earlier so while waiting for my 'jie'(alexis) ta finish her training..tricia..roxybaby..syahidah and i went to the music room ta take our guitars and went to class ta practice for tuesday's performance for some important guests..cool huh!? heex =) [music brought a smile on my face*] [time: 4.22pm*] took a train down ta toa payoh to find resources for our project at the library and guess what..??! it was either the books were available at another branch or the books were on loan..super stupid right?! argh!! now i have ta find resources on the net again..=( after that..we walked around for awhile and we went long john silvers coz my 'jie' wanted ta eat fries..took some and it was yummy!! haven't been eating fries for quite some time ya know..hehex! =P tricia and i were like makin' lotza noise coz we realised we have the same optician..lame right..Haz! but how coincident..=P we were suppose to have our dinner at swensons but changed our minds later and so we had it at crystal jade..we took sooo long ta order our food..hahaz! oppz =p heres what we ordered:
food came pretty fast..service was good..[thumbs up*] but the air-con was so cold that made us shiver while we were halfway eating..haz! we took pictures of our food too..we were also making fun of ourselves..thanks ta tricia..doing all sorts of nonsense..lol..oppx =P after paying the bill and all..it was time for us to go home..we were kinda tired alreadi..dad gave tricia and i a lift home..bathed..etc. so friday the thirteen wasn't that bad after all yah! Haz! ;) penned by ash.
11:31:00 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
ilu* i crawl up my warm cozy bed lying there thinking about him every minute thinking about the moments we shared thinking everything he did for me and what i did for him i feel loved and i'm in love with him ilu* my precious diamond star all the stars in the universe shows how much we love and mean to each other once again ilu*
penned by ash.
10:54:00 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
All About 11-08-04* school started at 8am..first lesson..teacher did not come as he was away for a one week course..i think?! free period for 1hour..Haz! was actually suppose ta skip pe coz i didn't feel like jogging and all but all my friends were like.."you don't go for pe, ya have ta go for a makeup lesson which is 10times worse than a normal pe!" yah..and of coz i had no choice but to go for pe..argh! _____________________ *bell rang* school ended and it was time for guitar lesson..was taught how ta play the song right here waiting..yuppyz! practiced the songs for teachers' day too and then went home..was kinda tired and everything so i left earlier..heex =P ya know what!!? i dreamt last night that my 6months old handphone was okie but its still half head [sobbing*] and i have ta use my dad's old handphone which totally suckz..argh!
penned by ash.
6:28:00 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
PART ONE* gosh! i have ta go back to school when 3quarts of the student populaion in singapore are proberly still sleeping or lazying at home or out with their friends..argh..this is unfair..hmph! anywayz..i'm like in school now..havin' my last lesson of the day and blogging away..haz!..teacher thinks we are doing our work but i think he proberly knows we are all doing our own things coz we finish our work already! he's giving us this time ta continue our project coz we are ahead of schedule yuppyz! man..project's dealine is next monday..done halfway..have ta crack my brain ta continue with my pro. argh..theres even presentation for it..i hate presentations!! i will get so nervous everytime i stand infront of the class ta present. [stage fright*] *eyes open wide & words juz don't come out* HELPPP......!!!!! where are my angels?...hmm...proberly snoring..lazyin' around at home on a tuesday..hahax..=P [to be continued...part2] Part Two* mom picked my 'jie'(alexis) and i from school..reached home..continued with our project then ate my mom's homemade yummy national day cheesecake and tomato bread..heex ;) while watchin' vcd..talked bout stuff and as usual my 'jie' enjoys washin' her face in my house before going home and that goes to tricia too..i simply have the slightest idea why they enjoy doing things at my house [clueless??*] Haz! after my 'jie' left..went ta bath and all and then my stupid handphone went bongkess..its half dead..i don't even know whats wrong with it..and i have a sms which i can't even read it coz of the blank screen but i can hear my messge tone if a message comes in..man..how irritating can it be..argh!!*sigh* )= [sad*] my handphone is juz 6months old and i think i like dropped it 10times??..didn't really go and count but like..oh gosh..i'm sooo careless..[extra sad*] =..( better stop bloggin' for today..mom's kinda nagging at me to go and sleep..nite nite my angels* sleep tight ya all.. *red angels goes over ta hug all my precious angel & give a kiss..muakz* penned by ash.
11:07:00 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
love for eternity love for eternity* i love to swim with him in the clear blue sea as the water touches our faces, we hold hands, swimming deeper and deeper to find our hidden treasure beneath the sea and on the teasure box says these words, "Your love shall last for eternity." Then the most powerful thing happened to us when it opened, love for eternity was given to us and we sealed it with a kiss.
penned by ash.
7:12:00 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
My Special Someone* my special someone*
penned by ash.
3:29:00 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
back once again* back once again* here i am back blogging once again..yupx! didn't really have the time to blog for the pass 7..8 months? anywayz..i will try my best ta make this new blog a good one..updating it..writing my daily affairs etc. everyday ??..i hope so..been real busy for the past few months..argh..i have ta organise myself more but there are so many things going on in my life..how am i suppose to control them ?! help!! my precious a n g els.....i need you!! i've got tests..projects done halfway which needs ta be done next week..gosh..guitar lessons..preparing for teachers' day..exams...argh...but at least yesterday's national day celebration in school is over..i was so exhuated..opened a stall which performed pretty well but the planning wasn't good that most people in my class were quite upset with one of my classmate and guess who had to plan everything and make sure nothing was gonna go wrong...me of cause!..i was so worried for our stall that i kept on tossing and turning on my bed the night before and in the end i only had like wad..4..5hours of sleep..how wonderful but never mind..its over now anywayz..don't wanna grumble over it anymore..yupx! was suppose ta have lessons..can ya believe it..on a day when everyone in school are celebrating national day but thankfully it was cancelled..yahooo!! mom picked me up from school as i had loads of things ta carry that i needed help from tricia..reached home..made ourselves drinks..lazied around..tired..fell asleep while watchin' tv..hahax..oppx..see how tired i was!? tricia stayed over for dinner too..then watched more tv..send tricia to the busstop..said our byez..had a cool bath..then had my beauty sleep! muakz*
penned by ash.
11:52:00 AM
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