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tapestries; you're color. 
Ashley.This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Monday, May 29, 2006
260506(fri) with bags of prezzies, like i just shopped @bangkok, ohh, you all are so sweet. thank you 'THE FAMILY' thank you 'F & FY' thank you jojo,suzzie,ching,yuling thank you angeline thank you class for that burfday song you all sang in the student hub ehs?! (while i tried to run away..) laughs. (the group of malay guys sitting in the student hub;the one who played the happy burfday tune on the guitar after the class sang for me. haha. action ah?! but thanks?) burfday lunch treat with chubby baby tricia @spizza we ate and ate...AND ATE! shared a plate of pasta and 2medium pizzas (we ate 8pieces each) ohh my my.. i still wanted more but we had to stop before the bill reaches a hundred. loveu chubby baby. my jewel box, always. muak. (: p.s - chubby baby, punkass babe, babalang; grapevine, i'll skip tonight. i'm beginning to feel really full over lunch. next week? 270506(sat) project in the morning (argh). out with princess in the evening, giraffe we dined, shopped at R.P for sports bra? (great s'pore sale pls! the salesperson laughed at us can...) laughs. M.S was mad house so we just rotted on one of the benches @citylink;tiramisu cake, snaps, plus madness. walked all the way to esplanade; more snaps before heading home. (mom's preparing some herbal soup for me) p.s - thank you so much for the bits & pieces. plus the top fits perfectly. hugs. (: p.s - bestie, princess, azmi, punkass babe, angeline, tien jiejie, coconut, desi, fy, jason, nick, alexis, william, alexandre, chubby baby, sam, godma, maine, shuting, jess, linda, kendra, sally, yanee, etc etc....thank you all for counting down and the wishes to fill my days with happiness. Sweet (: 280506(sun;E day) surprise surprise! with the toberone cheese cake you three sillys baked, bringing it all the way to my house to surprise me early in the morning while i was still getting ready for church. (thank goodness, i was awake already.haz) btw the cake was really really good as i went on repeating over and over on how good it really was when we all went back to my place to have it. muahahaha. (was darn irritating, i know; on purpose.) lunched @stickyrice, rented dvds; watched over @sarahs home. 15mins later, dinner @traders hotel full. tired. happy? p.s - my 3lovlies! thank you so so much for the momento album. sets a tear in my eyes as i read each of your love notes. Touched. With much love. Muak. (: penned by ash.
12:28:00 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
220506(mon) granddad is out from the operation theatre(smiled when i called out for you as you tried your best to open your heavy eyes to have a look at me;sets a tear in my eyes.) under full observation for the next few days incase of infections; nanny cried, seeing her husband in pain; i comforted her; pretending to be strong for her. i say a short prayer. 230506(tues) town with bestie - collected my custom-made sneakers(like FINALLY! phew.), bought more rubberbands, next suggested place M.S then impromptu we travelled all the way to where planes arrive and depart;lunched at the staff canteen somewhere she apparently found while exploring the whole terminal 1&2 each time she's there.haha, dessert time @swensens;with sticky chewy chocolates and apple crumbles to fatten ourselves.(why do we love to get ourselves soooo full till we get really sick?) p.s - i'm glad to see your smiles & hear your laughters again(you got choked while i placed my freezing hands on your neck.muahaha. evil huh?!) 240506(wed) so freakin' pissed off can...WHAT is up with the my 'bro' & i being an item and that we were holding hands? well, apparently someone in our school claimed that. hmm..like huh? and like..what the f**k! first of all, i freakin' spent 3whole weeks @ a funeral and travelled all the way to the hospital almost everyday after school so yah..after saying all these, do you freakin' think i have the time to go out? number two, for goodness sake, if my friend happens to be a bung doesn't prove me a les. have you ever thought that if the bung were your friend, does that mean it makes you a les? now think about that! screw you whoever spread those rumors i never knew i possessed! so just shut your f**king ass and bother bout your own pathetic life you have! i have so much other important stuff to handle right now so don't bother me. felt so so much better when pretty princess and myself went to chill over some waffles & some POWER drink(it happened to be an impromptu thingy again;wanted liquid kitchen but some electrician was fixing some lights so yah, went to happy daze instead) and talked for over 4over hours. cool bananas! p.s - can't wait for more night outs. pratas, sticky rice, ice cube, chompchomp, liquid kitchen, etc etc. 250506(thurs)thank you for making my cheeks blush like tomatoes in school just now princess but really thank you for findin' more details bout MR.P for me. whahaha. awww..he looks damn cute lah. i'm still on Cloud 9 by the way(don't disturb) laughs. hey i don't owe you 2 treats man, its just one. haha. take it or leave it?!(with evil laughters in the background) p.s - granddad, went down to have a look at you @ the hospital, finding you sound asleep with a peaceful smile on your face;i didn't want to wake you up. you have plenty of rest.(mama, you too. you look drag.) i'll come by to visit you again soon. i pray. p.s - pictures will be out soon! (: penned by ash.
11:53:00 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
   owen(my fav. boy aka "future husband") thomas jonathan joshua j.p.l(jos fav. boy aka her "future husband") john paul jonna gabriel paul Claire sarah nicolette rachel(the best) tessa jacqueline georgia constance tanya janel sophie janice renee and the other 23... miss you kids see you in 4weeks time. you all are love. muaks. penned by ash.
5:01:00 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
the sadness that lies beneath that smile i keep you in my prayers my life seems to be turning upside down right now. relatives, family friends going one after another. heart attacks, cancers, etc. sometimes i can't take it anymore. just wanting to run away from all this but i can't; i just can't. granddad, i want you to survive that hours of surgery on monday, you are going to pull this through, Please. i don't wanna lose another close relative anymore. i want you to wake up from that surgery fine, i want you to wake up to see your family who loves you dearly, i want you to wake up and hold your grandchildren in your arms again. i'll be waiting for you to come out; i'll be waiting. penned by ash.
10:41:00 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
its been a week its hard, i know (i know you really miss your dad and that its really hard to accept the fact that he's no longer around) i'm trying my best to be strong for you and i know you are too everything happened like snapping fingers lifes darn fragile. he was fine in the morning then he fainted his condition became critical and you saying he may not survive that night. finishing up with my project, i couldn't concentrate anymore, that this couldn't be true as i waited for the next call. (pause) you called. we talked. you brokedown. (saying he was so cold over and over again) we cried. you had to put down the phone. i just felt that i had to comfort you at that point of time, physically. losing a dad is painful. this should not happen, its not his time to go yet. this is really sudden, still thinking its a dream; a nightmare rather. your dad aka your best friend (who knew you the best other than your mom) sighs. uncle why did you have to leave like that? WHY? why must God take you at this time? and so soon? (really soon!?) why did you just leave this world without even saying a goodbye? God couldn't You at least give him a few more days to say goodbye? uncle, i wanted you to acknowledge me as your goddaughter in the years to come but i guess i can't now. my best friend, your daughter wouldn't be the same as before. a broken piece in her heart she's having and no matter what, i know it can't be fixed, only you can, but the clique promise you we'll be pillars; pillars of strength for your daughter, watching out for her always and pulling this together with her. Promise. may you rest in peace. we'll miss you dearly. we'll always keep you in our hearts. Amen. p.s - bestest, we'll pray for strength, guidance to hold everything together; will pull this one together alright? you are really one brave strong girl. i want to see your sweet smiles again. remember your dad will always be with you and in you. i'm not asking you to forget him but i don't want you to drag yourself into sorrow and misery, and i'm sure your dad doesn't want to see you like this forever. i know it takes time but we promise to work this out together yeah? i'm sure God has a plan in everything He does. hope the daily notes help alittle. Love. the ashes and bones we all held as your soul rises up to heaven. you will be in our hearts forever. your smile that your daughter has from you, just makes everything seem okay. pls watch over your family from up there coz it pains us to see them heartbroken when they are all alone. (i just want everything to be okay. i'm selfish am i?) penned by ash.
5:22:00 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
heres a tribute to all May babies... happy burfday tricia aka my cubby baby (miss you dearie;lurve ya still the same.) happy burfday to jos mom (heres one for you auntie.) happy burfday shalyn aka nai ma (me always saying, "mei you nai de nai ma!" LOL.) happy burfday FY (see you @your party tmr sweetie.) happy burfday jojo (shake it with your awesome dance moves.) happy burfday zaiton happy burfday moomoo (ilove you mom, my best!) happy burfday maha aka my bball buddy (miss the throws, the passes, etc. you're just great.) happy burfday darshini happy burfday caryn meimei (grow up to be a princess.) happy burfday sijie (miss your crazy laughters.) happy burfday titus happy burfday sharon aka PRETTY PRINCESS (you melt my heart with your smiles too.Sweet.) happy burfday fiezah happy burfday to gens mom (auntie;stay young & pretty always) happy burfday amelia happy burfday to all MOTHERS! happy burfday tiffany happy burfday terry happy burfday auntie julie happy burfday xt alexis aka big sis (you're perfect;got find yourself a bf. haha.) happy burfday shermine happy burfday ST meimei (where have you been? miss.) happy burfday michelle aka cai pUpu (you owe me 986..7..8..huggs and still countin') happy burfday SC aka didi (take care of your 'sweet' properly yesh?haz) p.s - pretty princess, goodness gracious! i found your timetable. how can i be so so careless to put it inside my friend's paperbag. haha. See ya on monday sweetie. <3 Love, your sunshine princess (changed & agreed.haz) penned by ash.
7:19:00 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
WAD THE.... its only the 2nd/3rd of the new term and guess what? i have two projects on hand now. plus, thanks for making me the group leader (no difference actually, i still have to edit like a mad dog. ohh well ash, just bare with it for now.) deadline for draft - next wed and final submission together with presentation - the following week. has mrs loh gone bonkers? oh, i'm afraid so. screw her. WADS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD TODAY.... commotion over the jame gomez thingy, voting for PAP or Workers Party, etc. this is stupid. just have a damn spoil vote lah! suppose to have this top students scholarship talk @McPherson ite this afternoon but becuz of some miscommunication between the department heads, and they not following up on the email sent, we students were only inform when we went down to the office to check. wasn't it abit too late? we wasted our time and money travellin' all the way there. screw them all! p.s - (shouts) SHARON CHEONG;darling 'pretty princess', FINALLY! we bumped into each other today. huggs. you fill smiles on my face. Sweet.<3 unfortunately for my carelessness, i lost your timetable you photocopied for me. sorry sorry.(must be too happy to see you lah. LOL.) Love, Ash; your 'happy sun' p.s - (charmaine over charmaine); wow! was kinda surprise to hear you call out my name from second level in school. haha. and you saying what nice eyes i have at the canteen. thanks for the compliment. LOL. (nice coloured lens too;nice eyes you have.) tall charmaines rule! haz. lets stand beside sharon when we meet in school again. whopps. (: penned by ash.
6:18:00 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
its back to hitting the textbooks once again, facing the teachers, having tests, and not forgetting projects waiting to be piled up infront of me; term three time table's lookin' good. ending before 1 mostly everyday. whoohoo.. moomoo we can pack our bikinis and tannin' lotions for sentosa already, pick any day; monday - friday, you name it. lets go! haz. its seems to be a tradition thingy to go out on the first day of every term eh? remembering how we(gen, tric and myself) were so on bout doing so many things in one day last term; from lunching @swensens J8, to shopping @ms, to movies. today? lets see.. got my lens solution, Take The Lead cd, followed by lunch @BK(my spongebob toys aren't out yet; stupid Ice Age!), went zara and isetan for some window shopping with my pink princess genie before jo came down to meet us in town. we shared popcorns, cheesecake sticks and chocolate fondue @taka. wanted to catch a movie but the timings weren't appropriate so we decided to head to herren instead; shop and neoprints. The End. (:    
penned by ash.
7:06:00 PM
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