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tapestries; you're color. 
Ashley.This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Friday, November 28, 2008
(princess wants to see you right now) STRESS LEVEL: 98765434567895434567893456789  TLAW - 5 DEC (Fri) HBM - 6 DEC (Sat) TDM - 9 DEC (Tues) SPM - 10 DEC (Wed) handling the stress all on my own once again ROARS~ By the way, tim suggested I should have a tub of ice cream next to me everytime I study (write my notes) to cool myself down. hmmm. maybe I should be crazy enough to try that but first I need to get a tub of ice cream. Alrighty! its time to report to my bed boss. tomorrow's gonna be another long stressed day :( toodles. penned by ash.
9:38:00 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
(stupidity) I'm sorry I'm not as intelligent as all of you. I'm sorry I'm unable to capture as much information as all of you. I'm sorry my fingers aren't fast as all of you. I'm sorry for my stupidity. penned by ash.
11:19:00 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
(taken for granted) If you guys don't like the way I do things just say it rather than discussing amongst yourselves about it, and being all nice infront of me. As if I'm not tired being Ms Nice/Ms Helpful. When you guys are feeling down or when you need my help, it's so simple to just call out my name. When you don't need me, you treat me as an extra to fill up the table. Have you guys really sit down and reflect that I've been there, watching all over you guys like little sisters? Have you? Even though most of the time I don't express them in words, but I always care. Did you guys realise that? During my hardest periods, were you guys there for me? Always saying, "don't worry, we'll always be there for you ok?" BULL SHIT. This semester, I constantly reminded myself not to be like last sem. but yet I feel that there is still this gap between us. Its not that I don't want to things to be how it used to be, but you guys aren't even trying, not even trying to "accept" me. Seriously, I know this semester I did not do anything wrong but yet you guys take it as though I have. If you guys have anything to say infront of me just say it. End it now before it hurts deeper. p/s - a girl who hates to be taken for granted. penned by ash.
11:59:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
(no regrets)  26th Singapore River Regatta 2008 "Rowing with you ladies were the best sets ever, though they weren't officially recognised - I rowed with no regrets. We'll strive for the next race together as one again. Ladies are you with me?" (: yours truly
penned by ash.
11:24:00 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
(anniversary) my love may not be perfect, but it is true.   HAPPY 1ST TO US ♥ And... happy 4th month "mummy"&"daddy" happy 4th month michelle same date same day penned by ash.
12:46:00 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
(angels from heaven) Life and Death Just a week ago, granddad left this world to be with the Lord. This week, uncle ----- left his loved ones. Everything's happening all too quickly, and you'll never know what will happen to you the next day or next minute.  When they started singing this familiar song (that made me cry like mad last week), it immediately brought back memories of granddad, and that brought a little tear in my eyes. I MISS HIM SO MUCH NOW :( At this very moment, I wish I could turn back time just to spend a little more time with him when he was alive. Sigh~ how I wished my wish could come true... penned by ash.
11:19:00 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
(a bunch of sweet kisses) Received another pleasant surprise from YOU♥ this week, so this makes me an extremely happy girl(: TEEHEE.  360° love p/s - I can't wait for our picnic day together(: penned by ash.
12:17:00 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
(i miss you papa) It's already been a week since you were gone. How time is ticking away like a bullet train. I still remember the night when mama/popo sent me off to take a cab home, she said in a shaken tone as if she was about to break down & cry again (in mandarin), "remember to visit me though papa/gonggong is no longer around." That left tears in my eyes as I entered into the cab. This time round, I won't make the same "mistake" again and regret it for life. penned by ash.
10:57:00 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
(your supports are much appreciated) Tag Replies to mel: "will cheer up.hugs back." to michelle: "ok, thanks. your hug could come in handy(:" to bob: "thanks love. yup, I'll be strong for you ladies(:" to sally: "thank you dearie. yes, I'll be strong(:" to yo: "hey friend & teammate. thank you for your support(:" to daley: "thanks bestfriend(:" to kidd: "ok daddykins. loveyou too(:" to spyglass: "thank you for everything. being by my side to cheer me up and let me cry in your arms(:" to ying: "hello fellow tall one (too). THANKS(:" Thank you all (+ those who called & texted me) for all the support I need at this point of time. I'm feeling better now cuz I know he has returned home to the Lord but at times things would still remind me of him. Nevertheless, THANK YOU(: penned by ash.
10:39:00 AM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
(to be strong) I tried my very best to keep my tears from showing but the pain was too deep to keep me strong. I broke down once again. Tomorrow would be the last time I'll ever "see" you. I know you are at a much better place now. I know. God please make me strong for tomorrow.  your road to heaven to meet the heavenly Father penned by ash.
6:35:00 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
(tears keep flowing) Don't ask me if I'm okay cuz I'm NOT. Who would be when a loved one just passed away this sudden? Don't tell me to be strong in a few hours time cuz I won't be. I feel worst than ever. I thought of dropping by tomorrow since training will end around 10 but a call came through on my way to school today and said you passed away. Didn't the doctor say you'll last through for at least 8months? It's not even a month. The gathering was really the last time I hugged you, the last time I held your hand. Why didn't you wait another day longer? WHY? 11:02PM penned by ash.
11:02:00 PM
(why? WHY?!) You were gone before I could even say "goodbye". cried unglamly in the bus without a tissue :( 1:57PM penned by ash.
1:57:00 PM
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
(as sweet as a honeybee) I have a "new friend". We are called color buddys.  Today's colors: red & blue(: HAHA. p/s - thank you for coming down to my school (even if it was just for an hour) since I couldn't go over to yours today cuz I have to be a good daugther. YOU♥ made my day(: loveyoudeep.
penned by ash.
5:13:00 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
(i want it badly)  18 MORE DAYS one word - PRESSURE! support me? HAIZ. While everyone knew there will be training tomorrow, I was the only one who didn't.hmmm (sad) While everyone will be training their butts off, I will be the only one staying at home fulfilling my responsibility (double sadness) While everyone is improving, I am the only one making the most mistakes (demoralised)
penned by ash.
11:35:00 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
(i hate bad dreams) Eu tive um sonho mau. Esta vez não era sobre ele mas era sobre você, sobre nós. Agora eu scared muito porque seu este datilografa do sonho que faz povos em minha vida sair na realidade. Agora eu sinto como fiz um erro. O phobia não é ido.(nunca será) Nenhuns são mim aprontam-se. Eu sou pesaroso. penned by ash.
5:10:00 PM
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