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Ashley.
This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things.

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Bits & Pieces Of Me*

yeahs!*
finally the electric guit. was handed over to me and its officially mine nowz
[[happy*]]
.love. it to bits & pieces
even matches my pick
well, guitar lesson was great today
new song to practice
pretty easy
but need extra practice on the fingering part to be perfect [[Haz!*]]
---------------
*sigh*
i totally hate myself for today
shouldn't have told someone something
but well whats done is done
made a mistake in telling
[[the other party must be thinking whats the big deal*]]
my fault as usual
*fustrated*
tired of this world im living in sometimes
why isn't there a way to get out from it?
life is full of shits sometimes
sucks* big time
[[get lost*]]
*sigh*
---------------
damn it
another project ta do
well its a pretty easy project ta do, i think? [[opps*]]
juz need a few info. will do
but presentation included
*argghh*
i'm getting tired of it
you know how much i dislike presentations
*sigh*
project due in 9days time
*frrrreeeaakin' out*
i soooo don't wanna do projects nowww....
in no mood at all
*yawn*
[[nite]]

penned by ash.

10:10:00 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

The Pain Cut Right Through My Heart*


*cries*
my dad hurt my heart so deep last night,
it takes time to heal it.
a sorry won't heal everything of that broken wound in my heart.
why do i not wanna talk to him now?
i don't dislike or anything,
it just takes time to heal.
that bond we share is gone for the time being,
i'm sorry but my heart is hurt badly,
like a knife cut right through my heart,
causing it to bleed.
i tried hidding my tears but the pain was deep,
i ended with a tear or two still running down my cheeks.

--cried for almost an hour--

penned by ash.

4:48:00 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

SpLash*


netball tournament held in my school yesterday
teams against teams
my sisters competed against each other
one team lost to the other
then both teams lost to other schools
but i'm very proud of both of them [[want them ta know i still .love. them*]]
school ended
roxybaby accompanied me to swim
wanted to ten ourselves but there was no sun
why does it either rain or the sun doesn't come out everytime i want a ten?
an hour later
got up to shower
returned back ta school to meet alexis
waited for her as she had basketball training
training ended late
went out for dinner with roxybaby+weeteng+sc+candy & alexis who didn't join us as
she went ta meet her 'nO.10' halfway Haz! [[you owe me one big time alright*]
had long john for dinner
ate so slow
was the slowest
i don't know why Haz!
was super full
*puke*
after dinner
everyone went their separate ways
didn't wanna go home
dad had some church peeps over at our place
wanted ta meet tricia @grapevine
craving for oreo frappe
still am
but she was stuck somewhere in singapore with her sis
had no choice but ta head home
*sigh*

--today--


dark clouds covered the sky
rained in the late morning
afternoon
blehh*
bad day
how to ten like that
cancelled the swim
argh*
stupid
bored
nothing to do besides using the com. & watching tv
which im blaming myself
cuz' im having a headache now
which i thought would go away after a nap
*sigh*
wanna go grapevine
but tricia isn't free
going to her aunt's place for a housewarming party
how i like housewarming parties
*laughs*
will someone bring me out?!
im dying of boredem here....
ARGHHHHhh*
*ripping my head off*
ends*
[[hugs]]



penned by ash.

6:55:00 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Nobodys Home*

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

penned by ash.

9:03:00 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Back To School*

one week of holi. is over and its alreadi the 3rd of school and today is a realli f**ked up day in school..skipped guitar lesson becoz i wasn't feeling well [yah yah..i was actually depressed *sigh*] but i guess some peeps must be happy without me around..man..i'm like soooo..freaking lonely..nobody was even there for me..they didn't even cared until my beztie called me..we talked..thanks beztie for hearing me out..i needed that talk alot [love my beztie much much!*]=) well, was suppose ta go to this yong taufu place down the road for lunch on monday and swimmingt yesterday with tricia but was cancelled coz she was caught up with something else back home..oh well..never mind..had a chance ta revise my work though..gotta start in advance thought my end year exams is in 2months time..aiming for a perfect 4 for my gpa..shall study 24/7..Haz! hmmm..reminds me of someone but shall not reveal the name..anywayz back to the point..i shall juz push myself and in no time i will be back mugging again *sigh* stress..gonna suffer again soon but well..its worth it..its my future i'm taking about here..have ta work extra extra hard!! jia you ashley!! YUPZ! =) gonna study now..*hugz*

penned by ash.

5:20:00 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Cinderalla Story..Not?!*


There lived a girl,
her life was almost so perfect,
its like a fairytale story,
her parents were still going strong in marriage and in health, [[and therefore no such thing as evil stepmoms and stepsisters*Haz!]]
school was tough but she made her way up with quite good grades,
she wasn't popular and all [[coz she didn't like popularity*]] but she still had many friends who were there for her,
but one thing was missing...
where was her *true love*?
she never fell in love,
she never felt the power of love,
day and night,
she dreams of her prince charming,
thinkin' who and where he was,
hoping they would meet soon, one day...

but...

will she ever find her true love?
will he ever find her?
how long more does she have to wait?

--story awaits you--

penned by ash.

10:17:00 AM

Friday, September 17, 2004

Summer*

Speak not - whisper not;
Here bloweth thyme and bergamot;
Softly on the evening hour,
Secret herbs their spices shower,
Dark-spiked rosemary and myrrh,
Lean-stalked, purple lavender;
Hides within her bosom, too,
All her sorrows bitter rue.

THE SUNKEN GARDEN
Walter de la Mare [1873 - 1956]

penned by ash.

11:37:00 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

What You Missed*

computer broke down, about 50virus corrupted it..gosh alomst died back there for past few days of september..did not use the com. for a week then i thought everything was back to normal again..guess what?!..i couldn't blog..somethings wrong with it..i can't seem ta type my post and i still can't but what the hell am i doing here blogging away wanting to say so much..Haz!..using my mom's laptop =) *cross my fingers* hope this works out..praying hard*

--continuation from where i stopped--

dated 090904 [thursday]
alexis & baby tricia came over to my place to see my bro's dog which was left at my place for a week and gosh..the dog is extremely glued to my bro..Haz! cute but very..naughty..bad dog..Haz!..while talkin' to alexis & baby tricia, he peeded right infront of me at corner of my room door..aghhhh..Haz! my door isn't a tree ya know..Haha! anywayz..got my door cleaned up and soon later, my room became a 'mini spa and beauty palour'. Alexis & baby tricia washed their faces while i burned essential oils, helped baby tricia do some massage on her hands and legs, and i don't know why she felt tickled?! hmmm...Haz! on the other hand, alexis was busy waiting for the straightener to heat up* time passed and alexis had ta be back at school for some netball selection thingy so i helped baby tricia straighten her hair before she went home and waaalaa...she looked soooo different..more feminine..chiobu!! Hahaz!

dated 120904 [sunday]
went to grapevine again for dinner with baby tricia and at last had our oreo frappe [[which i was craving for all week]]*we also ordered onion rings and some taiwanese chicken thingy which we shared..yum yum! *drooling*

dated 130904 [monday]
mom took leave so we went ta catch a movie "The Terminal"..it was hilarious, touching, sad..i shall rate it..4 popcorns!! lost a star becoz he wasn't together with the woman[catherine zeta jones] which i thought they would yupx! after the movie, mom felt rather hungry so we went serect recipe..as usual, she had her latte [extra extra hot*] and she also had a new york cheesecake, as for me, i tried this frosty lemon tea and a right choice of cheese browies which was a HUGEEE..mouth watering..Haz! [exaggerating too much*] but well just a HUGEEE..YUM YUM..i shall say..try it..its deeeliiciousss!! walking to the capark heading for home, we met my ex-swimming coach's wife and the son, and we also saw this ch8 actress..can't remember her name though..Hehez! Oh yes..and for the first time in my mom's entire life, she couldn't find her car but it wasn't that bad coz it was just another level up and we found the car..yupx..Hehez! =P

dated 140904 [tuesday]
burned//tenning day..mom brought baby tricia and i to the club for a swim and tenning too*we swam for awhile and then a heavy-down pour came..it was really bad..the wind was sooo strong..it blew the some chairs and tables, and even huge pots of plants toppled down..imagine how bad it was..gosh! =O we decided to have lunch first while waiting for the rain to stop..we had this set meal which was good..the sambal prawns were awesome..wonder how the auntie cooked them..yummyz!..i also ordered waffles which i was craving for too this week =) at last the sun was out..went to ten ourselves and we got 'burned' Hahaz! [at least i'm darker] we swam for awhile..taught baby tricia some strokes before we got up preparing ta go home?..nah..we went to the nursery coz mom had to get somemore plants for her "forest"..Haz! we then went to coffee bean..as mom was hungry again..had her latte [always extra hot*] and muffin..we watched her as she ate..mom felt bad coz she was the only one who ate but don't be mom..we were really full..didn't feel like eating..yupx! =)*love*

dated 150904 [wednesday]
out again//roxybaby*baby tricia and i went ta watch 'A Cinderella Story' before going ta school ta finish up some assignment..and you know what..an accident happened again at bishan mrt..mannn..its like one minute you're alive and the next you die..scary..lifes precious man..*sigh* anywayz..we left school about 5plus..shu ting and yc came along with the 3of us for dinner at BunZ*[deeellliiOUSSSss*] after dinner, we shopped around at ps..took pictures and vain yc kept on taking and taking til my dig. cam batt almost went flat..Haz! shu tung had to be home early so she left*after that, the 4of us took neoprints then went ta mac to sit & chat for awhile before we headed for home [baby tricia & i didn't wanna miss the 9pm show*]Haz!

end//smilex all over* [[thanks for everything guys for the pass few days*]]*muak*

penned by ash.

10:34:00 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004

Catching Up On My Stuff*

finally over//napfa test dated 020904 [[*which i totally sucked at my most fav. item[sit & reach] among the 5..why?..becoz my idiotic school had no proper equipments but i managed to pull up my points in my incline pull up and 2.4km run which i practically "died" halfway of a timing of 13.54..could have done much better..at like 12min plus..oh well..never mind..its over already..Haz!*]]
grapevine cafe//finally had the chance ta eat there with baby tricia dated 040904 [[*had dory fish with fries & i used chilli sauce ta decorate it..Haz! drank topical kiwi*baby tricia had oreo frappe and some chicken pop thingy..yum yumz!*]]
free//ca tests dated 060904 [[*at last i can relax for another few weeks before i start preparing again for my final year exam..yikes!!*]]

chill out//places ta go and things ta do for my 1week holiz with my babiez & angelz dated 110904 - 190904 [[*grapevine cafe*wild wild wet*sentosa*sun tanning*movies etc.*]]
end//with smilex [[*muakz*]]

penned by ash.

6:04:00 PM

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Total Blankness*

my mind is blank blank blank blank blank
can't find words to put these pieces together
//*no mood*// will someone help me out here...?!

penned by ash.

1:37:00 PM
-Can't Get Enough of Them'

01.Ticket to europe/japan/hk/taiwan/korea

02.Light Grey Jacket

03.Grey Pullover with a hood

04.Grey Leather Bag (w sling)

05.Boots

06.crocodile skin watch

07.Leather Watches

08.DIY Embellishments

-Spills'






-Them'

bunchirn candy desi elaine .izzah. jannah kimwong k.h sarah sharon sikin zeteng

8ight`
audwee ellie + esther esther melmel rachie shirley shux yina

DB`
caiying james joy michelle nov sam vivien

NP`
alex(daley) allen bridget catherine celestia eunice hanxiang irene jannassa jeremy jialing karmen may meichian melissa mrs lim pamela peixian shihui

curtin`
hanlin

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