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Ashley.
This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things.

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

Untitled #03*

wow..haven't blogged for ages
had been busy & lazy at the same time
did many stuff for the past weeks
went to grapevine last friday [finally had my oreo frappe!!*]
and went home like 11plus in the night..
went swimming at the club on saturday..
of all places i hang out with my angels on a sunday was the airport..
school was mad for the week..
project deadlines, guit. lessons, revision for finals, etc.
*sigh*


.__little princess's__
BIGGIE birthday today
a year older now
but you are still the little chiobu i remember
whom i always used to chase round the classroom like mad
which i always ended up slipping and falling onto the ground,
and tripping over the oph wire twice till the plug cam off..Haz!
sooo...happy sweet birthday to my sweet little chiobu princess!!
*muak* www.sweetseventeenprincess.blogspot.com
went sentosa with my sis, robert & dieter for a triathlon
and got myself really tan & burn out
[for info. i look like a lobster & my sis a barbecued pork..Haz!]
mom's back from HK and she bought me 2hipster skirts
which i absolute adore!
though i don't really like wearing skirts
but its super nice!!
thanks lots mom..
.loves.
[[i'm signing off here..i'm super dead tired..nites babies!]]*
*hugs*



penned by ash.

11:56:00 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

Crazy Monday*
schools crazy today
mondays are always crazy for me
no monday blues
hmm..i wonder why?!..
ohh yah..my school shoe is like terribly broken
and i'm always saying i've got ta get nice shoes
but i never do..Haz!
yah..and i still have my henna tattoo on my leg
and today, while walking down the stairs
i saw my discipline mistress
and i turned around in a flash

[loads of people were like behind me man..Haz!]
and said loudly,
"uhhohh...i forgot something!"
actually ta come to it
i shouldn't have run away
i should have been brave enough to just walk pass her
but the thing is...
my terrible broken shoe would proberly catch her eye
& then she would see my tattoo on my leg
thats why i was worried
& so turned around in a flash
ohh well, won't do it again
i should face it
yupx! Haz! =p
anyways, test was pretty easy
but i doubt i'll get full marks
though i really wanna get those preeeettyy full marks
*sigh*
[crossing fingers*]

my gosh...
alexis fell down the chair while playing
it was super damn funny man..
we all [including herself] couldn't stop laughing
LOL* =p
by the way,
our form teacher is extremely lame man..
he told us that if we wanted ta go home early,
we had ta play a game
yah..and what isit?..
a money game..[hmm..i think thats what its called?!]
well, he would say an amount
and we would have ta group ourselves & all
man..damn lame..Haz!
anyways, in the end he released us at 3
an hour earlier than usual time
yeshhh..Haz!
baby tricia came over my place
coz she needed help in her project
& then we went out for dinner together
down the road
gosh..the service was bad
the waitress was like soooo impatient
stupid
argh*
by the way baby tricia's is at grapevine now
*hmph*
drinking oreooo frapppeee
the drink i'm always craving for..
wanna goooooo....
Tataz!
[.hugs.]*


penned by ash.

9:21:00 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Weekends*
went to the club with my sis yesterday to swim
&
it was the perfect day to ten
got darker again
wanted to ten longer
but we had to get out of pool
coz i had an haircut appointment
my hair feels so much lighter
its like sooooo thin man...
& its much much shorter than before...Haz!
i love it [[smiles*]] (:
was suppose ta have dinner outside
but instead my bro brought back food
watched vcd
brandy stinks man..Haz!
what a smelly dog...bleh...
we took a cab home
was super tired
so i went ta sleep early
*snoring*
[baby tricia smsed me -time:2305-
& asked me whether i wanted ta go have some oreo frappe*]
wahhhh...i was like sound asleep
arghh...now i'm thinking bout oreo frappe
i'm craving for it
i'm obsessed with it
*drooling like nobodys business* Haz!

--sundays are church day--
finally, got to met my angels
haven't seen them for 2weeks
remember?!
wanted to spent more time with them
like having breakfast together after church
but noooooooo....
my idiotic ca test which i have tomorrow
made me stay in at home to spent my time studying
[saddened my heart*]
*a sigh*
ohhh well...
i don't care next week..
daniel, gen & jo will be coming over my place
after church to help me with some things
& then we'll be off feeding ourselves at cartel?!
[yuppies!*]
i can't wait!!
[but sarah won't be going coz she has something important going on,
if not it would be extra crazy & fun..*]

penned by ash.

6:27:00 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Fading Away* [misjudged]

best//close friends forever i thought we'll be

but somewhere along the line
our bond between us starts to fade away
as days passes by.
i never knew it would turn out this way
but i guess it all happened for a reason.
well, now a replacement has taken over my spot
and i guess i should be happy for you
but i will always treasure you no matter what.
i just wanted to be me
but it seemed everyone preferred
someone else better a friend than me.
all of me that people think i am is intelligence
and hoping to get into same groups as me for projects
so that they can depend all up to me to finish it by myself.
am i all that you think i am?
am i seriously a bad person within?
a bad friend to be with?
am i just a used person?
a substitute?
is it really wrong to be just me?
if its the voice you dislike
then dislike the voice
and not the heart
for the heart is truly pure.

[misjudged*]

penned by ash.

10:06:00 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Friends*

You*[buddy/beztie/blue/yellow/alexis/
tricia/roxybaby/syahidah/bros/sisters..etc.*]
are someone i turn to
when my spirits need a lift,
someone i treasure
for our friendship is a gift,
someone who fills my life
with beauty, joy, and grace,
and makes the whole world i live in
a better and happier place.
[.love. you guys loads ilu*]

penned by ash.

5:32:00 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Blah..Blahs...*

a feeling within me
feels that i haven't blogged for ages
but it was just two day ago that i last blogged
ohh..whatever...i'm just being very lame...Haz!
the results on which hairstyle i should cut is out
and its....option two....[by the way..theres actually an option three but well its out of the point..well, i wanna cut a punk hairstyle but my mom objects..she said if i ever cut my hair like that..shes gonna use a scissors to cut it off..argghh..!!]
*sigh*
sooooo saddening...
Heex! =p

my classmates and i are obsessed with henna tattoos
almost everyone in my class has at least one tattoo
Haz!..and i was unlucky man..
i was caught by a teacher during my break
and i was like lost for words when she asked me why i did it
but luckly alexis was there to help me
i was going....er...heh...erms...er...ah...ehh....
lolz*
i was totally lost for words
and of all peeps
why me?!
*sighs*
i guess it was my terrible broken shoe that caught her eye first,
and then my tattoo on my leg
but i love my tattoo!! Haz!
i hope i don't get caught again from now on...
[[*crossing my fingers*]]


--all crazy for oreooooo frappeeee....*--
oreooooo oreooooo frappeeeee.....
one quart of my brain is seriously thinking bout oreo frappe
haven't been drinking it for almost a month...
warrrrggghhhh....
bros..? sis..? anyone?
kind enough ta accompany me?..
i'm in need of oreoooooo frappeeeee....*drools*
--all the best for promos*--
few more hours before promos are finally over
and my blue & yellow can party like crazy
planning ta have sleepovers
*excited*
study for the very last time
then rest well tonight
look through the notes one last time
and...all the very best guys...
*red goes over to give hugs to blue & yellow*
.love love.

penned by ash.

10:23:00 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Saturday...Sunday...* [yawn]
ohh..i extended the project deadline

yesh!!!
another week more ta complete it [[smartie me!?*]] Haz!
anyways...my peeps were suppose ta come over my place yesterday
to complete the project
but things caught up and in the end
the only one that could make it was my 'jie'..alexis
well, almost completed it..with the typing and stuff
but powerpoint presentation..nahz..mission incomplete..[[oppps!!*]]
okie okies...will finish it by tuesday the lastest...[[promise??*]]
yesh..anyways back to yesterday..
alexis & i were like talking bout stuffs we both wanna buy..
loads of stuff man..that we had ta write them down on paper..Haz!
like..hipster jeans*shades*wallet*bag*adidas waterbottle*ankle socks*
earrings*bikinis..?! [[er..i'll proberly keep it in my cupboard till it gets all old & mouldy*]] haz! and the list simply gets longer & longer...
we even signed a "contract" that we were to accept the consequences and everything, and if a disagreement/conflict occurs, both of us has ta buy at least one item in the list of the other party..Heex..=p [[silly us!*]]
my sis & bro came home with new hair styles..i soooo wanna cut my hair
but i can't make up my mind whether to...[option one*] cut still shoulder length both front & back plus tinning

or...
[option two*] cut the front till my shoulder and trim bout 5 to 6cm at the back+tinning...
[[sigh*]]
i can't seem ta make up my mind still...
hmm..ohh well..i shall just ask my peeps to help me decide and merjority shall take its course yah?! Haz!
--sunday--
woke up early in the morning
ready for church
no angels to be accompanied
proberly next sunday
[[i miss them dearly* ilu guys .loves.]]
had an afternoon nap
and GOSH!!
i slept for 4hours!
that is soooo not me...
i'm not a pig!! [er..i hope!?]
Haz!
great..i was suppose ta like wake up 3hours ago
did not have my lunch
too late
was suppose ta finish up my project but thanks ta me
i overslept
ohh..well..
what theeee hell....gesshhh...
i'll do it tomorrow...
gonna help my mom with her gardening...
tataz...muak*

penned by ash.

5:54:00 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Untitled*

my mom and i had a talk last night bout stuff that happened in my life..we talked till 1am this morning..it was just great that we had that talk..it made me realise about certain things in my life and i really appreciate it loads mom..thanks .love.

well, after school, mom*sis & i went swimming at the club..Haz!..and it was really weird..we were like surrounded by weird peeps then my mom kept on teasing those weird peeps and we kept on giggling [[mean mom*]] lol =p but it was super damn funny..i bet you'd laugh too if you were there with us..Hehex!
while getting out of the pool..i figured out how ta remove hana tattoos..the answer..CHLORINE..juz dip the place where the tattoo is and use your fingernails to scratch it off..it will come off quite easily..so heres a tip for all of you..Haz!
order our dinner and ate by the poolside then suddenly a school of swollows flew in circles, scattering everywhere..it felt sooo weird..like hundreds..millions of bats or flies flying here and there and they flew lower and lower..yikes* felt that something wrong was gonna happen and it also felt like the famine when Moses wanted his people to be set free and Egypt suffered droughts and famines..yah..hmm..am i thinking too much..arhhh..never mind..Haz!
anywayz..i'm like sooo sooo sleepy..yawns* i'll go tuck myself ta bed now [[nitenite my sweetpies*]] *muakz*
--hugs & kisses--

penned by ash.

9:56:00 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Nobody Not Really (Interlude)*
who really cares?
when i talk?
what i feel?
what i say?
nobody, not really
who wants to take
the time to understand?
i would like
someone to heal me with some empathy
but I can't find
nobody, not really
maybe I'm invisible to the world
does anyone on the world even think of me
maybe the world is not my block
my stoop
my life,
my dreams,
my anything

.alone.*

penned by ash.

10:21:00 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

A Crazy Day*

school was all crazy today
classmates and i were calling one another
morons,
brainless,
boneless snake,
boneless fish..blah blah..
sweets flew from one end of the com. Lab table to the other,
used tissue wrappers to blow them into poppers
and going around shocking one another
splashing water
getting our uniforms wet [[between 'ah-ma' & me*]]
our laughters filled the classroom
practically during every lesson..Haz!
we are simply full of nonsense
aren't we huh?!!
but we sure did enjoy ourselves on a monday
[[no monday blues*]]
.i loved today.

penned by ash.

7:26:00 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Have Faith in God*

went to church this morning

the priest talked about faith
[[summery of the Gospal*]]
when things go wrong in life
never be afraid to believe in God
have Faith in Him
He will lead you through
He is always there when you need him
pray even if your day is great
pray even when nothing goes wrong in your life.
a simple prayer may change that little faith you have in Him
to a much greater one in your life.
Amen.

::*Faith is the bird that feels
the light & sings
while the dawn is still dark*::


penned by ash.

3:16:00 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

The Day I Went Through
Toughness*

A long is over
a shower under hot water
questions
[[who am i exactly?
what do i see in myself?
why am i always misjudged?
wheres my reflection?*]]
sad memories ran through my mind
[[i rather let you lose a friend//me than you lose that someone you love*]]
hidding in one corner
i began to cry

as the water flows down my body
[[silence*]]

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

penned by ash.

11:14:00 PM

-Can't Get Enough of Them'

01.Ticket to europe/japan/hk/taiwan/korea

02.Light Grey Jacket

03.Grey Pullover with a hood

04.Grey Leather Bag (w sling)

05.Boots

06.crocodile skin watch

07.Leather Watches

08.DIY Embellishments

-Spills'






-Them'

bunchirn candy desi elaine .izzah. jannah kimwong k.h sarah sharon sikin zeteng

8ight`
audwee ellie + esther esther melmel rachie shirley shux yina

DB`
caiying james joy michelle nov sam vivien

NP`
alex(daley) allen bridget catherine celestia eunice hanxiang irene jannassa jeremy jialing karmen may meichian melissa mrs lim pamela peixian shihui

curtin`
hanlin

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