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tapestries; you're color. 
Ashley.This daughter of a devoted catholic and an excellent chef grew up in the heart of city - rain and shine. Paved her way to university to becoming an entrepreneur/marketer, her journey of twenty-three continues as she unravels the mysteries of life through her love for photography, food, traveling, the streets and beautiful things. |
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
I have said all I have to say I have explained all I have to explain but yet nothing is understood. Yes, everything is my FUCKING fault for starting it for hurting you deep, deep enough to hate me but the consequences would be far greater than all of this that I would eventually have to bear alone in the future if it were to continue. (Would you by then be able to handle it when you can't even handle it now?) - linking to my parents. Again, I'm sorry for starting it when I knew the consequences I would face. I'm truly sorry. I AM! I not asking you to forgive me for what I have done but don't hate me for the wrong reason. That's all I ask. If I didn't care/bother, I wouldn't be here typing all these out, trying again and again to explain. Sigh. Alright, I'll leave you alone now :( (fucked up) penned by ash.
4:32:00 PM
Day 2, I'm stressed and I miss you :(
penned by ash.
12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
3minutes table topic: "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." Mother Theresa When are you allowed to judge another person? The answer? NEVER. In other words, we do not know who is more beloved in the eyes of God. We don't know who is really the better person, the homeless person or the cancer scientist. We don't know what challenges God may have given someone growing up. We meet people in the middle of their life stories, in "Chapter 3." We have no idea what went on in Chapter 1 and Chapter 2, and we certainly don't know what lies ahead in Chapters 4, 5 and 6. Yet we are so quick to judge. A person who seems at a low point may in fact have worked very hard to overcome hardship and reach even this level. Others, although they may look righteous and accomplished, may be using only a tiny portion of their talents and skills. Jewish tradition it says we can't judge someone "unless we've arrived in his or her place." And since we can never be in exactly the same place and life circumstance as another person, we are never allowed to judge anyone. But this doesn't mean we should be so open-minded that we blindly accept anyone or anything. We can't judge a person, but we can judge actions. Even when people make mistakes, we can still see the best in them, love them, and care for them in spite of their mistakes. We do see this with our children. Who knows their flaws better than we do? Yet we choose to love them. Only God can truly judge a person, and His judgment is unique to the individual, not based on a formula. Maimonides said that a person may achieve one merit that could outweigh a lifetime of mistakes. Therefore, "Do not judge others, so that God will not judge you, for God will judge you in the same way you judge others." I hope I did fine even though I should have said the following, above (: (I remembered what you told me before you left for penang) penned by ash.
1:31:00 PM
Yesterday's Training: warm up, pull-ups, reverse campus run, pumpings, abs exercise, gym, pool rowing, MORE PUMPINGS (thanks to you know who. Zzzz...) and now my knee HURTS again! penned by ash.
12:15:00 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
Screams. Eeeeeekkkkkksss... Examination dates are out and its time for me the plan my exam revision. Sigh. PMKT Paper (16 Aug, Saturday) CEM Paper (19 Aug, Tuesday) ATRM Paper (22 Aug, Friday) Am gonna MIA from the world soon, VERY SOON. honey water sandwiches sunflower you put smiles & laughter into my life thank you(: penned by ash.
1:12:00 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
It's 02:05 in the morning, and I am... a stressed girl a tired girl but a VERY HAPPY GIRL!!! thank you (: penned by ash.
2:06:00 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Today's training: We ladies ran, cheered & sang from school all the way to Hwa Chong and then back to school again, including 2 steep slopes in between. Knee was hurting like ****, and jogging on the spot was EVER such a chore! p/s - I need a new knee or maybe a new leg would be better! I have to take two REALLY nasty pills twice a day. Urgh! PILLS = xin ku penned by ash.
12:26:00 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
this is so irritatingly funny when it gets longer and longer.... ERP: "...so nonsense johnsons!" PEP: "haha. must be some kind of codename." ERP: "haha. another one...saddy waddy." PEP: "emo nemo" ERP: "omgomg! how did you know?" ERP: "emo nemo kodomo" PEP: "funny tummies." PEP: "fuzzy wassy." PEP: "emo nemo kodomo yoko-yoko." PEP: "sleepy bellies, funny tummies." PEP: "busy mommy, crying baby." PEP: "hungry tummies, roaring wormies." PEP: "emo nemo kodomo yoko-yoko cappuccino." and it goes on and on.. Fine, you win! penned by ash.
8:18:00 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
I&E Project Presentation (done!) URGH!
penned by ash.
7:32:00 PM
funny tummies(: penned by ash.
8:28:00 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
FLASHBACKS terrible terrible. 2nd love help? daley help? bestie help? sex partner help? "PEP" help? biscuit partner help? jon help? hit me with a truck again and I'll forget about everything. penned by ash.
12:23:00 AM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I'M EXHAUSTED! Its time of the month where the stress level is at its peak and I'm drying up. BUT...thankfully I have "PEP" to distress me. I won't forget this sentence from you. "Whatever you do, must have SEY!" Teehee. p/s - See ya this Saturday for your shout out! :D penned by ash.
10:12:00 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
I can always count on you THANK YOU BESTFRIEND! :D  thumbs-up  now, this looks akward! ROARS.  12.04.08 Thank You for always making the effort to meet me Thank You for being my listening ear especially in the wee hours Thank You for feeding me & reminding me to eat so that we can grow FAT together Thank You for always making me smile/laugh damn unglamly when I'm feeling down THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU. With hugs Your Bestfriend, Cheese penned by ash.
12:04:00 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
So now he blocks me on MSN (hotmail account indicates you blocked me, mister!) what's next? delete my contact? PLEASE man..you know what I want back! after that, I'll take my hat off you (: penned by ash.
11:20:00 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
When did all of that started? before 28th May? I'm not sad over the parting in fact happy (no tears were shed) but I'm disappointed by your act that you did behind my back. When did the lies of your feelings arose? the birthday book you made was a lie? the words was a lie? the op was a lie? you being sick was a lie? your chest pain was a lie? the time you came all the way down to "save" my eye was a lie? you coming over at 8 in the morning to deliver breakfast was a lie? Maybe the bracelet with the heart as well as the ring you have been wearing matches the big picture now. A two-timer indeed. I don't pity you (AT ALL), I pity her because she not knowing your true colors, she not knowing of my existence and what you've done. ZOMG. Good Luck to her! Plus, Why even bother going to church when you are still doing evil things in your daily life? Going to church is not only treating the Christian community with politeness, care & concern, God sees how you treat others as well. He dislikes hypocrites! "Sin speaks to the wicked man deep in his heart; he rejects God and does not have reverence for him. Because he thinks so highly of himself, he thinks that God will not discover his sin and condemn it. His speech is wicked and full of lies; he no longer does what is wise and good. He makes evil plans as he lies in bed; nothing he does is good, and he never rejects anything evil." PSALMS 36, Verses 1:4 For the record, the past weeks I was doing up the album which I was suppose to do it since beginning of the year, and wanted to let you keep it as a memory but after finding out what you have done. TSK. Seriously, you don't deserve anyone's care & love. You are pathetic. AND PLEASE PLEASE STOP HURTING OTHER INNOCENT GIRLS/FRIENDS! Thank You Come Again! penned by ash.
10:34:00 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
A note to YOU: (you know who you are) Seriously, your actions are making the way you handle things so obvious people in a way are kind of pissed off we are not being childish but your actions are making us not want to mix around with you anymore. I think you need to have a major reality self-check at http://www.realityself-check.com/, on the way you handle things because somehow, you've CHANGED. Its no point having a fancy clique name when the r/s is like..'you can put me to sleep now - dead'. How are we suppose to share our problems if you are behaving this way? Doesn't mean your life is somewhat beautiful now, does not allow you to forget about others. Do you know that your friends are facing problems in their lives right now but your concern is like wtf ZERO! tsk. I have no further comments because its your turn to wake up NOW. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! penned by ash.
3:03:00 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
I wanna fly looking in your eyes because you live, I live. Smiles. penned by ash.
8:30:00 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
 PRESENTATIONS KILL; rips the nerves and changes your eating pattern. Roars. p/s - xoxo, thanks for sending me home (: penned by ash.
10:44:00 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
UPDATES THIS WEEK: Monday school (C.T paper & LAM Individual Report made sad!) race dinner home  p/s - Thank you daley for accompanying me home and for the smiley cookie to make my day :D Tuesday school clarke quay & boat quay (research for LAM Project) home  Wednesday school taka with joy met mom & sis at shaw shopped and dined at Sun with Moon at Wheelock home in love with fondant     Thursday project discussion NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL! wasted my time going to school PLEASE! took freshies training headed to PLAY with joy dim sums for supper after that home  total unglam-ness!  ta-da!     HUNGRY!  YAY!  p/s - CONGRATS CARA IN WINNING SUTYA 2! (: Friday school met family at M.S dinner at Liet Thai shopped frolicks home Saturday missed sentosa with the ladies Pouts. stayed home all day to finish up LAM Project. Zzzz. Sunday national library for LAM Project discussion lunched with rachel at MOS met 2nd love window shopped at bugis before heading to church (in love with the hymn; Thank You Lord. And I went totally high when ending hymn was Shine Jesus Shine. Teehee) daley came over for bbq (sorry didn't entertain you much was busy finishing up my PPT slides! Yikes. Presentation's tomorrow...)     a chocolate a day, keeps your sadness away..  p/s - cherry up daley! everythings gonna be alright (:
penned by ash.
11:26:00 PM
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-Can't Get Enough of Them' 01.Ticket to europe/japan/hk/taiwan/korea -Spills'
-Them' bunchirn candy desi elaine .izzah. jannah kimwong k.h sarah sharon sikin zeteng 8ight` audwee ellie + esther esther melmel rachie shirley shux yina DB` caiying james joy michelle nov sam vivien NP` alex(daley) allen bridget catherine celestia eunice hanxiang irene jannassa jeremy jialing karmen may meichian melissa mrs lim pamela peixian shihui curtin` hanlin -Reminiscence'
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